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Beloved Lenten Reflection from Palmer Maxwell: Be still

On the bottom of my meditation bench I have taped a Buddhist saying:

“WHAT IS THE MOST MIRACULOUS OF ALL MIRACLES?
THAT I SIT QUIETLY BY MYSELF.”

I think most of  us have had the experience that when it comes time to meditate we are so unsettled in our spirit and distracted in our minds that we say to ourselves: “There’s no point meditating now. I’m a mess. I’ll wait until I feel more at peace.”

The problem is that this peace we are seeking eludes us until we find ourselves in bed at night and realize that we never made it to the meditation bench. I’ve done this a million times myself. It’s almost as if I feel I’m not worthy to meditate.  I should be in a better state of mind before I start.

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Lenten Reflection from Palmer Maxwell: “I was so much older then”

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When Bob Dylan recorded “My Back Pages” for the album ANOTHER SIDE OF BOB DYLAN he was transitioning from folk artist to folk artist critic with his own  career and his own songs directly in the cross-hairs of that critique.

The next album, BRINGING IT ALL BACK HOME, revealed a much more nuanced and mature understanding of human nature and the role of protest. These albums and others that followed went from being protest songs of injustices in world events to protest songs about conformity to false images and ideals of self, beginning with the his own role of being the “spokesperson of his generation.”
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Lenten Reflection from Palmer Maxwell: Distracted from Distraction by Distraction

The title of this reflection comes from The Four Quartets by the American poet T.S. Eliot.  Midway through the season of Lent—intended I think to be a period of reflection and prayer on the deeper meaning of our faith and the Easter event—I find instead that my mental state resembles more accurately the description Eliot had of modern life.

And each distraction carries its own passport and identification number marked “Priority 1” and stamped in large letters: A.S.A.P.!!!!
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Lenten Reflection from Palmer Maxwell: Honor your rebellion

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“Remember  and do not forget how you provoked the Lord your God in the wilderness. You have been rebelling against the Lord from the day you left the land of Egypt until you reached this place.” Deuteronomy 9:7


Honor your rebellion-

Know that it has no fixed domain-

Will not harm you-

Will lead you, rather,  beyond the common vision-

To your true inheritance and appropriate reign.

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Lenten reflection by Palmer Maxwell: cloud and shadow


“And a cloud came, covering them in shadow; and there came a voice from the cloud, ‘This is my Son, the Beloved. Listen to him.’ Then suddenly, when they looked round, they saw no one with them any more but only Jesus.” Mark 9:2-10


I like to think of the forty day season of Lent as a season of “cloud and shadow.” Not in the negative sense of a dreary winter’s day. But rather in the positive sense of being covered and cloaked in the cloud and shadow of God’s word.

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Holy week reflection

“I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.” -Philippians 4:12-13

The Covenant Prayer of John Wesley (1703-1791)

I am no longer my own, but thine.
Put me to what thou wilt, rank me with whom thou wilt.
Put me to doing, put me to suffering.
Let me be employed for thee or laid aside for thee,
exalted for thee or brought low for thee.
Let me be full, let me be empty.
Let me have all things, let me have nothing.
I freely and heartily yield all things to thy pleasure and disposal.
And now, O glorious and blessed God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit,
thou art mine, and I am thine.
So be it.
And the covenant which I have made on earth,
let it be ratified in heaven.
Amen.

From Adam Hamilton, Seeing Gray in a World of Black and White (Nashville: Abingdon, 2008), page 232. In his footnote to this prayer Hamilton directs readers to The United Methodist Hymnal (Nashville: The United Methodist Publishing House, 1989), p. 607

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Holy Week Reflection from Palmer Maxwell

“And they all left Him and fled.”
Mark 14:50

With All Our Confusion Around Us

This is where we begin when we begin to know
The content of your love contains our gratitude as well as our groan.
With all our confusion around us you love us
Turning our pattern of chaos into a dance
Turning our indigence and disobedience
Into something we are not ashamed to own.

All we have been shown about you
Shows us you honor all we are and ever were
Because this too was dearly won through pain and loss
When my infamous “no” became your infinite “Yes!”
Now I too have become a brother to one thought lost
Now I too share in the poverty of your cross.

From the vantage point of having no advantage
You have shown us another way
A way that cannot not include you and me.
A way that cannot not include the confusion all around us.

-Palmer

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Lenten reflection from Palmer Maxwell

“I was naked and you clothed me.” Matthew 25.36

There are seasons in my life of emotional, psychological  and spiritual vulnerability. Times when I am experiencing  what C.S. Lewis called: “God’s severe mercy.” False gods die. False selves are exposed. False motivations revealed. I am naked.

This psychological nakedness is mysterious and inscrutable because it can’t be seen. I may seem to be functioning at a very high level, fulfilling all my obligations and meeting my responsibilities while within me everything seems to be in ruins, a spiritual wasteland. The only thing that can clothe this nakedness is love–Christ’s love –and the unconditional acceptance of a community like Beloved. That has been my experience since I arrived  at Beloved last summer. This community has clothed me. And though the clothes are not fancy, just wash and wear, that suites me just fine. I’ll come as I am and be eternally grateful.

-Palmer

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Lenten reflection from Palmer Maxwell

"Christ of the Homeless"       Wood engraving by Fritz Eichenberg
“Christ of the Homeless” – wood engraving                        by Fritz Eichenberg

 “And when was it we saw you a stranger and welcomed you?”

“Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me.” -Matthew 25:40

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Lenten reflection from Palmer Maxwell

ash-wedIn some Christian communities the beginning of Lent, Ash Wednesday, is observed with prayer services that include placing ashes on the forehead of members of the congregation. At the time the ashes are placed on the forehead the minister may use this formula: REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE DUST AND UNTO DUST YOU SHALL RETURN.

Ashes on the forehead is, in the first place, a sign of repentance, turning back to God. We remember that this is the response that Old Testament figures took when they had broken God’s commandment: they would wear sackcloth and cover themselves in ashes and fast to invoke God’s mercy and forgiveness. The ashes also remind us of the story of creation when, in the Garden of Eden, God breathed life into Adam from the dust of the earth. As Christians receiving the ashes it is important to remember that this is not intended as a morbid reflection on the human condition and our mortality. When heard in the context of Scripture these words: REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE DUST AND UNTO DUST YOU SHALL RETURN are an affirmation of God’s creative love and unconditional commitment to the human race.(John 3.16) How do we know this? Because Jesus experienced himself as “dust” being born and dying as all human beings do. What all human beings have experienced from the beginning of time: “dust unto dust” becomes through Jesus, the New Adam, the beginning of a new creation, what we call “Heaven” which is, in fact, a reality we already participate in. Lent is simply a time to get “in sync” with what has already been given us: “The Kingdom of Heaven is within you.”(Luke 17.21) “He who believes in the Son, has eternal life.”(John3.16)

This community of BELOVED already excels in what are referred to as the corporal acts of mercy: clothing the naked, feeding the hungry, almsgiving. 

What we are challenged to are the more quiet and interior disciplines of prayer and meditation and reflection on the Word of God. 

BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD

Getting “in sync” with our “Original nature.” We are made in the image and likeness of God. This is our original nature. Our original “face.” Lent is a time to remember who we are in God’s eyes not in the eyes of society or the world. Prayer and meditation are the most effective means to remember who we are. Take time to be still. Be present to yourself and present to the silence where God speaks to us in the depths of our hearts. 

COME TO ME ALL WHO ARE WEARY AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST

Getting “in sync” with God’s Word. During Lent the universal Church walks with us. We go on this pilgrimage together. And our “bread for the journey” is God’s word. We can use the lectionary on line (http://www.presbyterianmission.org/devotion/daily/2013/2/13/) to take part in that bread of life. The readings from the lectionary are the readings that all UCC and many other denominations use for each liturgical season. Last year Angie suggested using the readings throughout the day to sustain us. We may choose to fast from food but we should never fast from the Word of God, our daily bread. This way, although we may be reading the scriptures at home alone, we are really in communion with our brothers and sisters in Christ around the world. It’s a beautiful thought. May God bless us during this Lenten pilgrimage and renew us in His love.

-Palmer

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